How Sidiki got his groove back

“The soul is healed by being with children.”
Fyodor Dostoevsky

I showed up at the village’s primary school a couple of weeks ago hoping to give a talk on hygiene to the small group of sixth graders. I was excited for the opportunity because the school is almost never in session since the children are needed out in the fields with their families to find new arable land, clear the trees, till the land, plant the crops, and finally harvest months later once the rains have stopped. The kids, along with the men, women and adolescents are occupied for nearly every month of the year, with a short break during the 30 day month of Ramadan. It is difficult to get the kids in school because they are farmers and have been that way for thousands of years; the concept of a western style school system came with the arrival of the French in the mid 1800s. More difficulties arise when there are only two teachers at the school for six grades, and they are barely even present because they are appointed by the government to teach here and have families of their own in distant places.
So when I ran into Madame Diane, one of the two teachers, at the pump a couple of weekends ago I eagerly asked if I could show up the following Monday to do a health talk with the sixth graders. She quickly responded with her normal, “n’est pas de probleme” and a smile, and I rushed back to my hut to prepare my lecture. I had it all figured out: we would talk about the importance of washing our hands, using pit latrines, and covering wells for the health of our community, and than sing songs and act out skits on what would be the right and wrong thing to do in certain situations. I had done the talk before in neighboring villages and the kids loved it when I acted out having diarrhea as a result from not washing my hands; this would be my sure fire way of gaining the attention of my spectators.
So I was ready to go. I woke up at six o’clock and got right to doing my morning routine: let the cat out, put the tea kettle on my gas stove, tuck in my mosquito net, pick up the leaves behind my hut, water the moringa trees, and take a warm bucket bath. All of this while catching up on current events par the BBC on my shortwave radio. I got extra clean this particular morning and put my nicest collared shirt and creased khaki pants, and was out the door by seven thirty making sure to be at the school at least 10 minutes before class started.
I waited at one of the six empty classrooms looking out at the seemingly endless row of mango trees that lead to the fields where the diligent people make their voyage to each morning. As Madame Diane approached and greeted me with a loving, “bonjour!” she handed me a stack of books and told me I’d be taking the third and fourth graders for the day. It was a Monday and since Mondays are extremely quiet at the health center (my normal work place) I agreed to the unexpected command (I was told to take the students, not asked if I wanted the job). I had nothing planned for the day and poor Madame Diane had all six grades on her hands because Madame Kaba had not arrived yet from Kankan, which is 35 km away.
I entered the classroom to see 36 anxious pairs of eyes staring at me…there I was, my heart beating, feeling like I was back in the school in Tierra Prometida, the barrio I worked and lived in for 2 years in Costa Rica. The feeling was alive again! I had almost forgotten it: The warm amazing feeling of bringing out smiles, laughter, and confidence in children. And although the kids speak very little French and the majority of them can’t spell their names we proceeded to sing, draw, dance, and communicate with joy. “This is who I am!” I thought to myself as I stood in front of my interactive audience, “how did I ever get away from this?”
I came to Guinea under some criticism and questioning by people around me, “Why are you doing Peace Corps again, are you crazy? What are you trying to prove?” So I formulated a plan and even convinced myself that it was a career move. I would learn about West Africa, a region where I wanted to work, learn another language, be emerged in another culture, and start my career as a health worker by being a public health PCV, slowly working my way into the health service field by learning petit a petit. This is not me, I am not a doctor (even though the rest of the village thinks I am). I cannot lie to myself. So being there at the school that day was a blessing, as well as bumping into Madame Diane at the pump. I came to Guinea to help, and a school with only 2 teachers needs help. And I want to help 36 students with all of my heart, but I know it’s me who will be helped by them.
I rushed home from school that day to hopefully find cell phone service (it comes at weird times and at weird places. Sometimes I have to climb a tree or wait for a calm breeze) so that I could call a very special person. She had done the same thing a month earlier by volunteering to teach the 83 teacherless 2nd graders in her village. I was so eager to tell her the exciting news and how much she had motivated me. I felt so alive! My motivation carried onto the next day when I showed up with the stack of books that Madame Diane had given me (math, science, French, and history). She was even more excited to see my return that day. I’ve been back everyday since, and to put it simply, I feel like a kid again.